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My dear friend and frequent collaborator Katie Johnson has recently started a new video series which profiles the artists she works with frequently. I was honored to be featured in the first of her videos! She put a great piece together which includes an interview with me and lots of behind-the-scenes peeks into how we work.
Take a look!
I often think of lines from the song the princess sings in Peter S. Beagle’s legendary work The Last Unicorn:
“Oh, I am a king’s daughter
And I grow old within
The prison of my person
The shackles of my skin
And I would run away
And beg from door to door
Just to see your shadow
Just once and nevermore”
“The prison of my person, the shackles of my skin” perfectly describes how I feel about my physical body most days. Though I doubt Mr. Beagle had ME in mind when he wrote it, it resonates so strongly with me. And I’m sure people with other chronic illnesses will be able to identify with it; it’s a pretty universal problem across the chronically ill spectrum.
Feeling so trapped has always made me instantly know something of what Amalthea felt at finding herself in human form. I imagine it was even harder for her though. The disharmony we chronically ill feel with our body was something I’d wanted to express in my Enchanted Sleep series for quite a while and I was glad to finally bring the image to life!
There’s something more visceral about images than you often can’t replicate with words. Words are powerful, they can build and tear down mountains, but the visual world offers the same information in a different form. One that, if used well, can strike like a snake and bring instantaneous understanding. That’s my hope with this series; to illustrate the life of a person with myalgic encephalomyelitis in a way that reaches where words cannot.
I will admit… I’d beg from door to door just to catch a glimpse of a unicorn’s shadow too 🙂
Here’s a look at the final image from our shoot:
Inside Looking Out
And a detail shot:
Inside Looking Out – detail
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Something a little silly and fun for today….
One of the very cool things that Geoff and I got to do over our Christmas road trip was drive by the house used as the exterior shots of Walter White’s house in Breaking Bad. To both of us, it was a mini pilgrimage, a holy shrine dedicated to one of the best shows television has ever produced. (Seriously; we were talking about it the other night and couldn’t think of ONE single time the show had miss-stepped even slightly in its entire run. What other show can you say that of?) I brought my Heisenberg hat along the entire trip just for this one moment, and it was completely worth it.
I tried to be cool, but inside I was fangirling and squealing over the fact that I WAS STANDING IN FRONT OF WALTER WHITE’S HOUSE OMG. It ended up being a very Breaking Bad Christmas all around; AMC ran a series marathon right around Christmas, and Geoff and I both gave each other some very fun Breaking Bad gifts. His stocking contained some “blue meth” sugar candy from a great shop on Etsy 🙂
While running the marathon, AMC’s website had some really fun Breaking Bad extras for fans to enjoy, such as a quiz which would tell you which villain you were most like. I was perversely proud and pleased when the quiz told me I was most like Gus Fring.
Copyrights belong to AMC.
I even saved my results because they were so fun. And you know? I can kind of see it. Were I to take the path of the bad guy, I probably would be that scariest kind of quiet, seemingly peaceful villain who, when the mask is dropped, threatens to kill you, your wife, your son and infant daughter, then slits a man’s throat with a box cutter in front of you just to prove his point.
So who am I? Gus Fring? You’re goddamn right 🙂
All Hail The Queen, my Breaking Bad homage.
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